Friday, April 15, 2011

identity crisis

I have been having an identity crisis lately. I have so many dreams and they are all laying on my mind and it seems lately that they are very heavy. I can't seem to find my way and I keep going in circles. With my kids and house and my animals... and my husband ;-) I am going non-stop, which I am sure many of you can relate to. I have so many ideas about so many things in my head and I can do nothing about it. Don't get me wrong, I love being a home keeper and caring for all my babies. But I must have entered some stage in my life that just keeps me restless. I can't decide what to choose... what should I work on... what is worth it? And then after some time of thinking - I realize that I don't have time for anything anyway so why even bother trying to figure any of this out? My head is spinning and I need to stop it in the right spot. What should I only do with my dreams? Which one to choose? I hope it will be the right one...

2 comments:

Charm Bracelet Diva said...

I know the feeling! It's hard being a stay at home mom. I've been doing it for 11 years and some days are tough! You'll figure it out. Keep a journal, blog more! (I know it's hard to find the time!)

Take a deep breath and relax.......

xoxoKathy

iMotylek said...

Thanks Kathy for the encouragement. I will try to take a deep breath and figure this thing out. It's a lot!